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Saturday, March 15, 2014

A fictional village memoir



Walking past the crowded lanes of Mumbai, I was compelled to disembark from a place which kept me away from listening to abuses on top of the voice, the shoulders which constantly rubbed mine, the drops of sweat which were never fortunate to the touch the earth.  I wanted to be away from the visible signs of discrimination where you can see palms bearing 2-3 coins stretched in front of a place called mall where these 2-3 coins hardly make any difference. I wanted to be in a place where I could walk barefooted without grimacing at the spittings or escaping from the scorn talks, a place where I could connect with Mother Nature.

Dumping my stuffs into my bagpack, I embarked on a journey to my destination. The crowd of this city only brought smile into my face reiterating the fact that I am undeniably departing to a better place. Even the multi-wheeler I was travelling seemed to have a grimace on its face and was as eager as me to reach the destination ‘green’.  The crowd and dust gradually was petering out replacing them all with green.  Sunflowers were ogling at the sun with much of admiration. I wondered if humans could stare at the sun even for a second. May it’s the intense love which brought the unison of these souls. I couldn’t wait to get down from the train and adhere to the new world. I closed my eyes firmly so as not to leak any surprises that nature has kept for me. I suddenly could feel a shake on my shoulder. My co-passenger informed me that I had already reached MY place. I eagerly grabbed my stuffs and jumped out of the train. My happiness knew no bounds.

As soon as I stepped my foot, nature gave me my first gift by means of a crow, a white gum!! I smiled and thanked for whatever it gave me. After all, it’s nature, the gifts ought to be out-of-the-box. The crow flew right away. May be there are many people waiting in the village to receive its gift. Meanwhile, I could listen to some feeble bleats. I couldn’t stop myself from moving towards the sound. Closer the sound came from the happier I was. But the scene brought a frown in my face as I saw a goat trying hard to pull its leg from an entwined wire of fence.  I immediately freed it. It gave me a second’s gratified look and hopped away merrily. I felt as if the flower bud in my heart had blossomed.

The avenue to the destination-less destination wasn’t one which could let a ball roll freely. Nature had beautifully spread out the red carpet comprising of stones and thorns. Every stone which scratched and every thorn which pricked brought me closer to the beauty and augmented my smile. All of a sudden, a leaf settled on my shoulder, all one of the trees I passed could give me. I softly kissed it and admiringly gazed at the tree. I silently thanked for endowing a shield from sun and tightly hugged its trunk. Is there another place called heaven? I wondered.

This shady path led me to an open land under cultivation. To one of the concluding trees was tied a cow.
It had black and white colours artistically used and a white mark on its forehead. Its long hairy-ended tail was constantly swaying. I had to give a hop just to escape one of its sways. The small bell tied around its neck produced sweet, light tinkling sound which overcame the existing silence. I didn’t miss a chance of caressing it, especially its marked forehead. My caress least bothered it. But something bothered me. I could hear an additional tinkling. I went around the tree only to see its calf resting and an irked mother proceeding towards me. ‘Mother’, the embodiment of love, the word that rules the universe!

Initially, I hesitated a bit to get into the open field as the sun was acting too harsh. Standing under one of the trees I glanced though the crops. A small temple built under a plant caught my attention. Disregarding the scorching heat, I ran splashing the water let out for irrigation. It almost doused my bagpack.
A small idol smeared with kumkum sated the so-called temple. There stood a formless divine with a bowl of sweet waiting to be relished by Him. Ahh! Sweet! Where did this come from? I was distracted by a sound of cough. I turned around to see who it was. A dark old man with a cloth tied around his head was smiling at me. Sweat was dripping down his forehead which was being constantly wiped by him. He invited me to his house without even asking for an introduction. His house was a small hut which had a ‘stoopery’ entrance. I was mesmerized by the strong aroma of dal. He offered me a seat in his hanging net cot. I swung in the cot for few minutes and enjoyed. He brought a glassful of water, cleaned one of the stools and placed on it. Slowly spreading his mat on the floor he asked “so girl, what brought you to this place?” This was one question which had no answer. I raised my eyebrows, smiled and answered “No idea. May be there’s someone who loves me, other than my mom” He replied, “No dear, it’s the mutual love which connects two ends” I got his point and nodded in agreement. Meanwhile I didn’t miss to take few sips of water which didn’t taste less than nectar (though I haven’t tasted one). I couldn’t contain my curiosity. I asked him in a mild tone, “Don’t you want to know who I am and from where I have come?” He calmly replied, “none other than the devotees of Nature pay a visit. And any devotee of Nature is a member of my family.” His one-liner replies banged my heart and brain. He led me to the other end of his house which exited to a beautiful view of mountains crowned by clouds.

I was dumbfounded at their beauty. Both of us enjoyed few moments of silence which didn’t last long when a sparrow began loudly chirping searching its mate. It anxiously took few glimpses of us and flew away continuing its search. I could strongly sense a connection with God, a cosmic energy uniting the souls. I could feel the Nature within me and visualize myself in Nature. That’s when I understood the power of ONE. I requested him to lend me few minutes and immersed into a small meditation session. Every cell in my body resonated with the cosmic music, unbounded by time. My shoulder sensed heaviness. I opened my eyes. He invited me to lunch.

After having a sumptuous tasty, fresh meal, I preferred to go for a siesta in a cot kept on the backend.
Suddenly, his dog started barking (which was when I realized he had a dog. It had gone to hunt for food). My siesta broke but I sensed something was wrong. With the intention of finding out the reason, I set off the cot only to land upon something which didn’t seem like the rough ground I had experienced since morning. It was a snake!!! I missed a heartbeat. A shock ran through my nerves. Next thing I intended to do was ‘yell’. But I gave it a second thought and intently looked at this creature. It had life, the light within still glowing. It was a creature, just like me. I simply smiled, stayed away and let it go. It could understand the language of Love.

Dusk was approaching; the sun of excitement within also seemed to set. But an eternal peace had settled in my heart which wasn’t allowing sleep to conquer me. After much of battle, I finally decided to sleep.

Coke-a-doodle-dooooooooooo!!! There crows my cock! someone whom I had missed out to mention. Rays of sun tickled my eyes. I smiled at it and proceeded to my bagpack. With a heavy heart, I dumped my stuffs into it. I set out on the field, talked to the crops and revamped the scarecrow. I didn’t speak even a word to the farmer. But he could read my mind and feel the heaviness in my heart. I wondered how a person who had hardly spent a day with could comprehend!! I went up to him and said just ‘bye, thank you!’ I was falling short of words. I lifted up my bagpack n placed it in my shoulders. Tears had already started rolling off my cheeks. Tears swathed my eyes refraining from enjoying the beauty.

Oh my gosh!! I had forgotten to take pictures of all the beauty I had come across, especially, the man who acted as a mode of connecting me to nature. I immediately took out my camera and rushed back to the hut. But… but…but…, there was no hut, no man, no dog, only crops and mountains standing erect far off. I pinched myself and it was no dream. Then who was he? God’s messenger? Well, I again had no answer for this. Carrying all the beautiful memories, I ensued my way back to city. I appreciated my memory for not having reminded about the camera which would have definitely given a blemishing effect to my visit to the village.


Wednesday, July 24, 2013

An AWEsome episode of my life

One of the inevitable websites to be browsed upon as soon as I get hands-on on my system, Facebook, has always left a negative impact on my mind. It produces tonnes of extroverts who make me regret of having insulted the words ‘Friendship’ and ‘Life’. Friendship is a beautiful unison of two hearts that care for each other unconditionally. They do not need any medium to articulate emotions. But now things have changed. “I am ‘friends’ with you” doesn’t really mean it. Philosophies are at its superlative when it comes to ‘sharing’. Sooner did I realize that it was all fake. In the journey of hunting for truth, Facebook shattered my outlook. I could not stop frowning at my dilemma of having ‘follow’ed an addictive networking where ‘like’ ing someone was nothing more than putting your thumbs up. I somehow wanted not to run away from the loop but mould the loop into something beautiful.
Facebook has always been suggesting its users to get connected. Some happy faces keep appearing on the right corner of my screen that I happily ignore. But one fine day, a lady with a really beautiful and genuine smile caught my attention. I tried hard to ignore, but something seized my heart. It said ‘Gifts of ….’. Those dots aroused my curiosity and interest, persuading me to enter into her small facebook world.  Lo! I see it said Gifts of AUTISM. All these days, Autism was just an abnormality in my dictionary. But this phrase elicited a whole new meaning to the word. I was even more curious to know why I was so much towed. We had 19 mutual (online) friends, one of them being my mom. I quickly sent out a friend request. Within few minutes, I got notified about her acceptance. Happily I scrolled through the feeds and logged out.
My mind conveniently forgot this incident. Myself and Facebook had already repelled away like two like poles of magnet. My urge to serve the society still brimmed in mind. Working in an IT company never gave me the satisfaction of achieving. Outwardly I was proud to be a part of one of the best IT companies in the world and thanked God for it. But, map of my inner journey for treasure denoted that I wasn’t on the right path. I felt like riding on a bike which was constantly skidding off the route. All I could do is, plan for my future missions paving my way back to the right track.
Few days later, when I logged in to Facebook, amidst all those shared and unwanted posts, I could see a post which caught my attention which said ‘Yet another coaching on Skype’. It was the same lady whom I had doted. Believe it or not she was doing a coaching for Autistic children!! She was the founder of Gifts of Autism. Her deeds reflected myself. I leisurely began feeling close to my passion. I quickly expressed my wish to be a part of it.
My entire outlook towards Autism took a huge turn. I never knew anyone who was autistic. But our tête-à-tête dawned a new knowledge that autistic children look this world with a unique facet. They are supposed to be God’s gift. They were called as AWE-tistic by Gifts of Autism or spiritually awakened gems.
Human society is biased. Optimism is losing its place in people’s heart. Parents of these AWE kids(that’s how I am going to refer them henceforth) shed tears for having given birth to an incapable child hardly realizing the spiritual potential hidden within them. Outlook towards these AWEs should be tainted. For a change, let’s forget about their self-defined inability and listen to them like any other normal person. I am sure we will explore unimaginable paths where our guides are going to be none other than  these AWEs.
 Is discrimination so important? Are we always right? Firstly, are WE right? Who is abnormal, we or AWEs? These are some of the unanswered questions haunting my mind. Respect for every creature on this earth will ultimately result in harmony. Hoping to dive deep into this beautiful world of AWE-tism. Wish you, the reader, too join hands with me in demolishing the prejudice prevalent in the world.


Saturday, December 4, 2010

Dewdrop

Golden rays in the west, give birth to millions,
settled on the pigment green, with aspirations abundant,
Twinkling pals nurture the tots which sop them up with love
Share their thoughts, play around with colors red and green,
Tickling the leaves, unruly laughter, the nature gleans joy.
The tiny sphere rolls off the leaf with fear crept in mind,
the rulers of dark, comabt the wind, salvage comes in hand.
Faded smile capers again as the east shows its shine,
Gone are the blissful pals, gone are the nocturnals,
leaves dole out deathbed, when rays roll up.
Life is like a dewdrop, with copious pals,
Capricious are the moments, when the journey takes warps.
Loner are you when born and loner you are in the end,
Glue to the unchanged, salvation will you attain!!!

Sunday, November 28, 2010

Fighters and players!!

Master of masters spitting the gems,
shining across the oceans seven
never did the waves rethrust
the lustrous gift of heaven.
Players on the shore excavate the sands,
frightened by the fathoms of its ally..
there dawns the darkness,
ignorance covets merrily..
Fighters trouncing the fear
stalk the disparate waves..
Washed with disdain with a curve on the lips,
swivel for the gleaming treasures..
as the change changes, the lids of mind close,
the oceans roar, elevating the horizon..
As the water dazzles, envies the sun,
Poor encaved people! cursing their disdain..
players and fighters, composite of you,
smother the players , let the light brighten,
Never will the time beget your soul,
and your mind will become a gem!!

Saturday, November 27, 2010

The Ultimate Truth

I watched a shooting star
as it ran accross the sky
I was dumbfounded by its beauty
in the darkness of night
Surrounding it like diamonds
like tiny twinkling lights.
A million shining brothers
witnessing its flight.
Sometimes inthe evening
I stand outside my door,
admire the peaceful heavens
and gaze at the shooting star
I wonder at its glory
sometimes I feel like asking
who showered you with this beauty..
but the answer is within yourself
and that's Almighty!
hunt for the ultimate truth
let the lie beseech..
turn your back to those ugly faces
To the Supreme you got to reach
the canter of life may seem boring
with a deluge of hopes failing
emend your life impassively
and the clock will stop ticking
the unknown behind time will smile at you
Don't let it fade away coz that's the happiness true
embrace the world with an open heart
let the players play
you is me and me is you
the soul theory goes this way........

Sunday, November 21, 2010

BC contd....

Contd...
Honestly speaking I am totally clueless as to what to print on this screen. This post is nothing more than a commitment to the word 'contd' in the previous post. The climate did show few fluctuations. It fooled us by showing some yellow rays in the morning and converting them into transparent drops by evening. Wonder if this fooling game gonna prolong thoughout the year! The creepy characters still rule the buses, without having gained the popular status. Inspite of being BC for 3 months, the decoding of creepy clues has been impossible. Well, the above boring statements would have undoubtedly implied the unnecessary bounce of the alphabet keys and the absence of nature's constant law i.e change. Without dragging the post too much, I would like to wrap up the topic by saying.....
I won't ever ever dare to write a 'to be contd' in the bottom of the post :-

Saturday, September 11, 2010

2010BC

2010 BC???????? well.. It's Bengaluru City..

Accenture hired me. I was happy for the reason that I was placed in one of the very good MNCs. But... who knew it would help me finding a new dimension of my life. I landed up in Bangalore as soon as Accenture Bangalore stretched out its invitation card. I was as much excited to gain independence as I felt sad staying away from my parents. After having shed gallons of tears, I cleared my eyes looking forward to an exciting life. Bangalore, the city unexplored.....

Luckily I know to read Kannada else these snaky,creepy characters could have scoffed my head off. But the characters were so hypnotizing that later did I realize that i was commuting in a vehicle which had shown its little finger to me with a frown in its face, BUS!!! I didn't attempt pinching myself as I clearly knew that I was noways deluded.

I was not the only who was excited in coming out of the shell and seeing this new world.. the other was lucre!!! My wallet which used to snore for most of the days in week suddenly turned active... so much that it start shedding few grams.. And now that it's hospitalized due to its hyperactivity I am forced to come up with a substitute :-|

'Why does Bangalore sell air-conditioners?'- a topic worth discussing!! This city is nothing less than a hill station. This city welcomed me with a nice combination of cold and cough which lasted for about 3 weeks. Sweat glands are the only ones which raise the unemployment rate of this IT city..

Times like '9.16', 7.45' used to be very important figures in my life.. but now, things have changed.. these figures tattered the decimal points and appended an alphabet.. now these figures look like this '201D' , '500C'... These figures run through the maze and somehow take you to the destination. Unlike the puzzles we generally solve on our magazines, this maze has more than one solution. The result of permutation is still a mystery!! :P

Though not very tough, I still miss my days at home. Nevertheless, life is the biggest lab in which you can experiment on anything under the sun!! Hoping to have an exciting journey ahead!!
To be contd.......................

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